August 2011
3 posts
I don’t know why, but seeing or hearing my friends and roommates is making me flip out. I don’t know what’s going on. Everything hurts and I just want to die.
I’m terrible at everything I do. It makes things not worth trying anymore. Practice is worthless because I’ll never progress and I’ll never make something worthwhile of myself. I am doomed to stagnate in worthlessness for the rest of my days.
I’ve been more depressed today and yesterday than usual. At first this weekend started off pretty well, where I was determined to beat my depression and do all sorts of things like cooking and going to the gym.
Then I lay in bed, and felt very alone. I wanted to cuddle with someone, but I have no one to cuddle with. It seems really stupid, and it is really stupid, but it made me spiral down...